way to noida !!

actually just pondering over what to do now. i have an exam tomorrow, but not really want to study so early.. abhi kal 4 baje hai yaar.
i have so much to share, but as always entangled in what to share.
as per the universal rule, excess of everything is harmful.

" jag sara jag sara nikhar gaya,
hun pyar hava de vich bikhar gaya""..

currently listening to this hip-hop song. yet, my life is a stagnant one, waiting to get corporative with reliance energy. still, i have so many dilemmas in life even now. most of my life spent under the silent enviroment at home, no bugging horns, no cheers by those stallers, nothing such interference. even here in college, its quite peaceful.

now shifting to noida seems to be a tougher job, where nobody has got time for you. everybody busy in finding thier own means. i never had such experiences. life's so stagnant here at home, i never felt lagging. but in noida, u gonna gallop over the problems so that u r not left behind. during my past years, i never thought about such illusions. never cared about these menaces. but now, its time to get mean to live into a heartless world. u just need to run over ur friends emotions just for few cents which u'll get as ur promotion.

i don't want these all these appraisals, which i'll get losing my frenz. i don't want to indulge in such a ruthless marsh, where u live hurting others. believe me, i'm a guy who can quit all these luxuries anytime for my family, for my frenz. i have some notions abt the city noida, i wish i'm so wrong. byeeeeee.