Sunday, April 13, 2014

Saturday night musings

Through the same window posted in my previous post, i keep staring at the burning lamp pole at night. It's raining outside, making it look even more clear and beautiful than ever. The wet drops lying on road makes a swooshing sound whenever a car passes through the pole.  The beaming lights of car makes those rain drops on the road look ever more beautiful.

Such moments make me feel as if life is all about enjoying these moments unhurriedly. Lying on my bed and looking through the window makes me think over again and again, " Is that how i should spend my life?' I'm not in a hurry to sleep early. I don't have an office to attend tomorrow, I've the leisure to feel the serenity of this nature for a while. That's how life must be spent. While looking down at the road, i might feel sleepy. Once in a while a passing car wakes me up by splashing the water droplets from its running wheels. Till then i can have the liberty to witness this beauty with my tired eyes still looking for something among those scattered droplets.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Sigh of relief

It's been a hectic week so far. Planning of moving out to another apartment has led to many sleepless nights, and today i'm done with shifting all my stuff. While leaving my apartment, the feeling was never so pleasant. I wish someone would come and tell me that i can stay here for one more month or so.

Removing the clock from wall, or emptying out the kitchen shelves; every moment was making me weak from inside. You never want to see the empty shelves or cupboards which you've filled with your stuff, buying one at a time from mall and placing them at their appropriate place in your house. It makes you realize the value of those small hanging spoons which you thought were of no use, but removing them from the wall was never an easy task.

That's the essence of life. You possess nothing forever in life, your possessions keep changing with every tick of clock. It's been more than 24 hours now, since i've moved here. The only relief amidst all this chaos and emotional setback is the beautiful window in my new room. I keep staring through the window at the moving cars on the road. One goes by, and the next keep coming..