you r UNIQUE ####

feeling somewhat tired, strained eyes. though exam went well.
tomorrow its of HIGH VOLTAGE ENGINEERING.
never mind, its not that much scary as i had faced in second year courses.
those were unforgettable, yet i have some great attachments with those subjects.

today while sitting idle in my room, i looked at sky.
yesterday, i read an article in hindu
RACISM IN INTELLIGENCE

A NOBLE LAUREATE ARGUED WHITES HAVE BETTER INTELLIGENT QUOTIENT THAN BLACK ONES.
DAMN !!!
THIS IS WHOLLY RUBBISH, NON-SENSE ARTICLE, I DON'T THINK WORTH TO GIVE A THOUGHT.
i can't believe such an intelligent person talked abt such a absurd thought. wel its not the first time. me, in my college, had met so many persons getting embarrassed upon being called by weird names.. hey chinki.. come on yaar, what he/she can do in this. u r making fun of god, who has made them.
though i never felt such feelings of hatred, still i think this one is really gonna hurt at the core. the person, who's actually facing it, knows it. he/she can't do anything about it, he/she is there to do some work, whats ur issue.

GOD HAS MADE U UNIQUE,
JUST LIKE EVERYONE.

I NEVER BOAST OF BEING GOOD IN GRASPING CONCEPTS, god has given me the power to help others. not to spray it over who r incapable of doing it. everyone and anyone has got something special, which U N ME CAN NEVER POSSESS.

I HAVE GOT A GOOD BRAIN, ITS OF NO USE UNLESS IT IS HELPING MANKIND TO REACH NEW HEIGHTS. MY COUNTRY HAS GIVEN ME SO MANY LAVISH LUXURIES TO ENJOY, ITS MY TIME TO RETUEN IT SOMETHING SPECIAL.
god, i wish every obstacle in my path of helping others shall be turned up by you before i realize it as such..
o' lord, INCREASE ME IN KNOWLEDGE...

you r UNIQUE ####

feeling somewhat tired, strained eyes. though exam went well.
tomorrow its of HIGH VOLTAGE ENGINEERING.
never mind, its not that much scary as i had faced in second year courses.
those were unforgettable, yet i have some great attachments with those subjects.

today while sitting idle in my room, i looked at sky.
yesterday, i read an article in hindu
RACISM IN INTELLIGENCE

A NOBLE LAUREATE ARGUED WHITES HAVE BETTER INTELLIGENT QUOTIENT THAN BLACK ONES.
DAMN !!!
THIS IS WHOLLY RUBBISH, NON-SENSE ARTICLE, I DON'T THINK WORTH TO GIVE A THOUGHT.
i can't believe such an intelligent person talked abt such a absurd thought. wel its not the first time. me, in my college, had met so many persons getting embarrassed upon being called by weird names.. hey chinki.. come on yaar, what he/she can do in this. u r making fun of god, who has made them.
though i never felt such feelings of hatred, still i think this one is really gonna hurt at the core. the person, who's actually facing it, knows it. he/she can't do anything about it, he/she is there to do some work, whats ur issue.

GOD HAS MADE U UNIQUE,
JUST LIKE EVERYONE.

I NEVER BOAST OF BEING GOOD IN GRASPING CONCEPTS, god has given me the power to help others. not to spray it over who r incapable of doing it. everyone and anyone has got something special, which U N ME CAN NEVER POSSESS.

I HAVE GOT A GOOD BRAIN, ITS OF NO USE UNLESS IT IS HELPING MANKIND TO REACH NEW HEIGHTS. MY COUNTRY HAS GIVEN ME SO MANY LAVISH LUXURIES TO ENJOY, ITS MY TIME TO RETUEN IT SOMETHING SPECIAL.
god, i wish every obstacle in my path of helping others shall be turned up by you before i realize it as such..
o' lord, INCREASE ME IN KNOWLEDGE...

way to noida !!

actually just pondering over what to do now. i have an exam tomorrow, but not really want to study so early.. abhi kal 4 baje hai yaar.
i have so much to share, but as always entangled in what to share.
as per the universal rule, excess of everything is harmful.

" jag sara jag sara nikhar gaya,
hun pyar hava de vich bikhar gaya""..

currently listening to this hip-hop song. yet, my life is a stagnant one, waiting to get corporative with reliance energy. still, i have so many dilemmas in life even now. most of my life spent under the silent enviroment at home, no bugging horns, no cheers by those stallers, nothing such interference. even here in college, its quite peaceful.

now shifting to noida seems to be a tougher job, where nobody has got time for you. everybody busy in finding thier own means. i never had such experiences. life's so stagnant here at home, i never felt lagging. but in noida, u gonna gallop over the problems so that u r not left behind. during my past years, i never thought about such illusions. never cared about these menaces. but now, its time to get mean to live into a heartless world. u just need to run over ur friends emotions just for few cents which u'll get as ur promotion.

i don't want these all these appraisals, which i'll get losing my frenz. i don't want to indulge in such a ruthless marsh, where u live hurting others. believe me, i'm a guy who can quit all these luxuries anytime for my family, for my frenz. i have some notions abt the city noida, i wish i'm so wrong. byeeeeee.

got through the scape way..

hmmmm.. i just came back from mandir.. its tuesday naa, and i'm reciting hanumaan chalisa for the last 15 years. about the god, i don't believe it really exists somewhere. but there's some super-natural power which is doing justice to ur deeds. i have experineced if i do something wrong, ultimately it would end up with me in disgrace. so i think thousand times before doing anything which is gonna hurt anyone, though i don't have faith in such existence of god. yet, it gives me confidence. whenever i go for exams, i know i hadnever wrong to anyone, so i'm gonna perform well, thats my chemistry with the god.

now, my exam. ELECTRIC UTILIZATION AND DRIVES, went really well. though that is the toughest one to crack, yet i feel i have done the justice to my hard-work and my concepts too. still, its unperdictable to guess the score. i'm damn sure, this course's A grade will not exceed above 50 under any conditions. so, pretty much in range. it was set by bhimbra sir, known for the excellence in whatever he does.

now tomorrow, i have test of opertaion and control of power systems, it really sucks. really. man, there's no conce[ts, just mug it swallow all those words given in notes, and vomit it out in answer sheet. dats it, the only way to A grade, which i shall never follow. i believe in learning something rather than scoring these grades, i don't give a damn to such moh-maya stuff. to me, content lies in knowledge, which i have already plenty of.. hehhee...
still its a heap, the top of which is yet to be conquered by any one in this world !!!

way to noida !!

actually just pondering over what to do now. i have an exam tomorrow, but not really want to study so early.. abhi kal 4 baje hai yaar.
i have so much to share, but as always entangled in what to share.
as per the universal rule, excess of everything is harmful.

" jag sara jag sara nikhar gaya,
hun pyar hava de vich bikhar gaya""..

currently listening to this hip-hop song. yet, my life is a stagnant one, waiting to get corporative with reliance energy. still, i have so many dilemmas in life even now. most of my life spent under the silent enviroment at home, no bugging horns, no cheers by those stallers, nothing such interference. even here in college, its quite peaceful.

now shifting to noida seems to be a tougher job, where nobody has got time for you. everybody busy in finding thier own means. i never had such experiences. life's so stagnant here at home, i never felt lagging. but in noida, u gonna gallop over the problems so that u r not left behind. during my past years, i never thought about such illusions. never cared about these menaces. but now, its time to get mean to live into a heartless world. u just need to run over ur friends emotions just for few cents which u'll get as ur promotion.

i don't want these all these appraisals, which i'll get losing my frenz. i don't want to indulge in such a ruthless marsh, where u live hurting others. believe me, i'm a guy who can quit all these luxuries anytime for my family, for my frenz. i have some notions abt the city noida, i wish i'm so wrong. byeeeeee.

got through the scape way..

hmmmm.. i just came back from mandir.. its tuesday naa, and i'm reciting hanumaan chalisa for the last 15 years. about the god, i don't believe it really exists somewhere. but there's some super-natural power which is doing justice to ur deeds. i have experineced if i do something wrong, ultimately it would end up with me in disgrace. so i think thousand times before doing anything which is gonna hurt anyone, though i don't have faith in such existence of god. yet, it gives me confidence. whenever i go for exams, i know i hadnever wrong to anyone, so i'm gonna perform well, thats my chemistry with the god.

now, my exam. ELECTRIC UTILIZATION AND DRIVES, went really well. though that is the toughest one to crack, yet i feel i have done the justice to my hard-work and my concepts too. still, its unperdictable to guess the score. i'm damn sure, this course's A grade will not exceed above 50 under any conditions. so, pretty much in range. it was set by bhimbra sir, known for the excellence in whatever he does.

now tomorrow, i have test of opertaion and control of power systems, it really sucks. really. man, there's no conce[ts, just mug it swallow all those words given in notes, and vomit it out in answer sheet. dats it, the only way to A grade, which i shall never follow. i believe in learning something rather than scoring these grades, i don't give a damn to such moh-maya stuff. to me, content lies in knowledge, which i have already plenty of.. hehhee...
still its a heap, the top of which is yet to be conquered by any one in this world !!!

bullied world and tests..

jst back from the examination centre. INTELLIGENT ALGORITHMS IN POWER SYSTEM.
name sounds exciting, but alas, i wasn't that much intelligent to crack it as per my preps. i thought i did my preps quite satisfactorily, but shitt, everytime it happens with me..
leave it yaar, get ready for ur dream test. yeah, my favourite one. that is tomorrow. electric utilization drives, i love it man.. all those phasors of induction machines, all those starters for dc and ac machines, i'm really good in those. atleast till now the only A grade i really savour is the one i got in synchronous machines and microprocessor8085.

rest, life's going cool.. someone somewhat keeps me busy these days. most of the time, preparing for the exam. yet, i thought something is always missing in my life. yestrday, amul called up a guy working at reliance energy, really boost me up. he told u wud get arnd 40,000 in-hand package. yippy, man, now i'm really confused how to spend such a hefty amount. yesterday wan another fabulous day in my life. though most of the time, i ws busy preparing for my test, i got the oppurtunity to interact with some geeky guys of electrical comm on orkut. man, there is yet so much to explore out in this kinky world.

got to know abt another species of girl, who don't have attitude. believe me, dat is really an obsolete version, u can't see it in this blushed version of world. so down to earth, yet so confident about her destiny, where she actually wants to reach. bravo girl. yet, always have a doubt in this glittering world that everyone is not worth to rely upon. " i can't stand cheating".. this seems good, but u never knwo, who's gonna hurt u, so better be packed up to face the adversity, to face the kick of betrayel.. hopefully, next time, i'll meet a changed person, who don't give a damn to such bullies. good byee...

bullied world and tests..

jst back from the examination centre. INTELLIGENT ALGORITHMS IN POWER SYSTEM.
name sounds exciting, but alas, i wasn't that much intelligent to crack it as per my preps. i thought i did my preps quite satisfactorily, but shitt, everytime it happens with me..
leave it yaar, get ready for ur dream test. yeah, my favourite one. that is tomorrow. electric utilization drives, i love it man.. all those phasors of induction machines, all those starters for dc and ac machines, i'm really good in those. atleast till now the only A grade i really savour is the one i got in synchronous machines and microprocessor8085.

rest, life's going cool.. someone somewhat keeps me busy these days. most of the time, preparing for the exam. yet, i thought something is always missing in my life. yestrday, amul called up a guy working at reliance energy, really boost me up. he told u wud get arnd 40,000 in-hand package. yippy, man, now i'm really confused how to spend such a hefty amount. yesterday wan another fabulous day in my life. though most of the time, i ws busy preparing for my test, i got the oppurtunity to interact with some geeky guys of electrical comm on orkut. man, there is yet so much to explore out in this kinky world.

got to know abt another species of girl, who don't have attitude. believe me, dat is really an obsolete version, u can't see it in this blushed version of world. so down to earth, yet so confident about her destiny, where she actually wants to reach. bravo girl. yet, always have a doubt in this glittering world that everyone is not worth to rely upon. " i can't stand cheating".. this seems good, but u never knwo, who's gonna hurt u, so better be packed up to face the adversity, to face the kick of betrayel.. hopefully, next time, i'll meet a changed person, who don't give a damn to such bullies. good byee...

lump sum of 5 hours with me..

hmmm.. feeling great after a day long struggle with severe cold and cough, i'm again standing high. u know, it feels so good to be back in sound health. once u lose something, only then u realize its importance. yup, i did it with an open heart.
till morning, lemme ride u through my routine. got up quite early at arnd 6 am, went up to the basketball court. girls r always gazing upon me, always longing for me, there at running track.. after going through the rigrous session there, went up for the gym. though i don't really have a macho-man shape, still i'm content with outfits. though i was running late for class, did the breakfast with a paneer parantha. yummy as always, but i never enjoyed it coz mind is always muggled up with the thoughts of next few hours when i have to hung up there in classes of manbir kaur. mind wholly dumped with the thoughts of outside, she goes on speaking and much more. i don't care. i asked her, if she could explain the diagram for hall effect which she had drawn on board. can u imagine what she replied..'
damn it, she replied" even i don't know".. man, she's a bloody damn on this earth. i really don't have words to explain her to u.. after that lec, went out wid magan, nthing special, just for outing. coming back to room an hour ago, sticking to this comp..
will go to library after the lunch, have to kick start the preps for second mid-sem starting from monday. i just need a decent cgpa of 7.00. nothing else.. i know, i can score it once more,, bbyee..

lump sum of 5 hours with me..

hmmm.. feeling great after a day long struggle with severe cold and cough, i'm again standing high. u know, it feels so good to be back in sound health. once u lose something, only then u realize its importance. yup, i did it with an open heart.
till morning, lemme ride u through my routine. got up quite early at arnd 6 am, went up to the basketball court. girls r always gazing upon me, always longing for me, there at running track.. after going through the rigrous session there, went up for the gym. though i don't really have a macho-man shape, still i'm content with outfits. though i was running late for class, did the breakfast with a paneer parantha. yummy as always, but i never enjoyed it coz mind is always muggled up with the thoughts of next few hours when i have to hung up there in classes of manbir kaur. mind wholly dumped with the thoughts of outside, she goes on speaking and much more. i don't care. i asked her, if she could explain the diagram for hall effect which she had drawn on board. can u imagine what she replied..'
damn it, she replied" even i don't know".. man, she's a bloody damn on this earth. i really don't have words to explain her to u.. after that lec, went out wid magan, nthing special, just for outing. coming back to room an hour ago, sticking to this comp..
will go to library after the lunch, have to kick start the preps for second mid-sem starting from monday. i just need a decent cgpa of 7.00. nothing else.. i know, i can score it once more,, bbyee..

days go by..

days passing fast enough to enjoy the melody of weather. whole day just rushed by attending the lectures, labs of electrical courses. yet, i face these courses with the same zest as three years before. interest of mine in these electrical drives has not even dipped by a single cent.

rest classes going fine, enjoying the last days of college, at the same time excited abt the new corporate world, which is waiting for me to join. reliance energy in noida, sounds great. and even more fascinating for me is that kika is also placed in noida in some other firm. how gud it wud be if her office is just next to me.. wow, but such co-incidences rarely happen with me..i have some cold, so not feeling quite good. it just feel as if whole world arnd u has come to a halt, but its not so. it just moves on.

will write some other time.. somebody is thinking abt me very fondly, dats why i'm coughing severly.. bbyee..

days go by..

days passing fast enough to enjoy the melody of weather. whole day just rushed by attending the lectures, labs of electrical courses. yet, i face these courses with the same zest as three years before. interest of mine in these electrical drives has not even dipped by a single cent.

rest classes going fine, enjoying the last days of college, at the same time excited abt the new corporate world, which is waiting for me to join. reliance energy in noida, sounds great. and even more fascinating for me is that kika is also placed in noida in some other firm. how gud it wud be if her office is just next to me.. wow, but such co-incidences rarely happen with me..i have some cold, so not feeling quite good. it just feel as if whole world arnd u has come to a halt, but its not so. it just moves on.

will write some other time.. somebody is thinking abt me very fondly, dats why i'm coughing severly.. bbyee..

ecstasic joys..

already talked abt the girl i admire for one of the brightest years of my life. there's one more whom i admire even more and right from the childhood for all the favours she has done to me.
everytime staood by me when i need someone to help me out of any disappointment, always there for me wishing me good luck for exams, those wishes just incarnate such an energy in me, i topped through out my high school.
never went to school without wishing her good morning. shared every moment of my happiness with her, and moments of grey shades too. she is always there for me, even now too. no one can ever understand me better. never whisked away time when i talked rude, rather bear all those nonsense deeds of mine. i still consider her my role model and will remain forever for me.
at every adversity, the person whom i approached was her. during this long span of arnd 20 years, she has left innumerable imprints over my heart which can never fade. yet, i feel i never give her that much happiness which she really deserves. i really want to do for the rest of my life, just for her.
that is my dadi maa. love u.. bbyee..

ecstasic joys..

already talked abt the girl i admire for one of the brightest years of my life. there's one more whom i admire even more and right from the childhood for all the favours she has done to me.
everytime staood by me when i need someone to help me out of any disappointment, always there for me wishing me good luck for exams, those wishes just incarnate such an energy in me, i topped through out my high school.
never went to school without wishing her good morning. shared every moment of my happiness with her, and moments of grey shades too. she is always there for me, even now too. no one can ever understand me better. never whisked away time when i talked rude, rather bear all those nonsense deeds of mine. i still consider her my role model and will remain forever for me.
at every adversity, the person whom i approached was her. during this long span of arnd 20 years, she has left innumerable imprints over my heart which can never fade. yet, i feel i never give her that much happiness which she really deserves. i really want to do for the rest of my life, just for her.
that is my dadi maa. love u.. bbyee..

missing..???

i really dunno wat keeps me to write some blog at such a weird time. may be i want to share something, but i'm no mood. just finish off pursuit of happyness. this part of my life is called ' blogging'. cool naa. is there somthing missing in my life..// really, i really don't think so.. may be sometimes i do apprehend as if its correct. no actually, wat is missing is motivation, in simple words, its some goal, my destination, its not clear ye. upon what i have to work upon. there's simply nothing before i get on the job.. yeh, somebody asked me abt that missing stuff. i hope i've washed away all the doubts. yep.. bbyee..

attitude u carries is reflected upon ur work

i wonder how life would be under the murky shadows of internet. at the weekend, i just become a net freak. after watching the movie bhool bhulaiya, i went off my head. wholly shit, i jst went notching it in my mind as a comic movie. i was so wrronngg.. well, no regrets, dats how u learn buddy. life still goes on.
i got up early, had to go with bhupi to gurudwara. went to straight to a foody club or u can dhaba for a delicious breakfast and it was indeed worth. on the way humming the much talked lyrics of 'hum kahan jaa rahe hain'. take out the hell outta song. somebody told me botanists r boring to talk too. what a third grade argument. u know the person's attitude by the degree he/she is carrying. totally worthless, what i think is ur attitude remains the same as it was a decade ago. ur sense of humour never dies and same goes for ur ego too. i've met so many persons, and believe me this breed of engineers is the one whom i wud like to stay away from. really egoistics or may be till now, i have just interacted with them in my life.
well, i don't have much tyo talk abt now.. jst downloading the movie pursuit of happyness, gonna watch it for the 3rd time, its my favourite one. same were the feeling once ur name is spoken out in a rushed out hall in the placement cell of ur college. dats how i feel once my name was spoken out by reliance enrgy officials. still the road to corporate success is yet to start.. m waiting for it.. bbyee..

missing..???

i really dunno wat keeps me to write some blog at such a weird time. may be i want to share something, but i'm no mood. just finish off pursuit of happyness. this part of my life is called ' blogging'. cool naa. is there somthing missing in my life..// really, i really don't think so.. may be sometimes i do apprehend as if its correct. no actually, wat is missing is motivation, in simple words, its some goal, my destination, its not clear ye. upon what i have to work upon. there's simply nothing before i get on the job.. yeh, somebody asked me abt that missing stuff. i hope i've washed away all the doubts. yep.. bbyee..

attitude u carries is reflected upon ur work

i wonder how life would be under the murky shadows of internet. at the weekend, i just become a net freak. after watching the movie bhool bhulaiya, i went off my head. wholly shit, i jst went notching it in my mind as a comic movie. i was so wrronngg.. well, no regrets, dats how u learn buddy. life still goes on.
i got up early, had to go with bhupi to gurudwara. went to straight to a foody club or u can dhaba for a delicious breakfast and it was indeed worth. on the way humming the much talked lyrics of 'hum kahan jaa rahe hain'. take out the hell outta song. somebody told me botanists r boring to talk too. what a third grade argument. u know the person's attitude by the degree he/she is carrying. totally worthless, what i think is ur attitude remains the same as it was a decade ago. ur sense of humour never dies and same goes for ur ego too. i've met so many persons, and believe me this breed of engineers is the one whom i wud like to stay away from. really egoistics or may be till now, i have just interacted with them in my life.
well, i don't have much tyo talk abt now.. jst downloading the movie pursuit of happyness, gonna watch it for the 3rd time, its my favourite one. same were the feeling once ur name is spoken out in a rushed out hall in the placement cell of ur college. dats how i feel once my name was spoken out by reliance enrgy officials. still the road to corporate success is yet to start.. m waiting for it.. bbyee..

mean minds at work

i must say i'm enjoying these days. whatever may be the conditions, watever dire may be the consequences, i rockk. today we had a quiz at 12 noon. i bunked a lecture at 8 to prepare for quiz. dumped out in getting ready. then again missed one from 11 to 12 noon. and believe me i attempted all the questions. i'm getting back on track..



coming back to lecture at noon, suddenly my eyes stuck upon that divine beauty whom i adoring for the last 3 years. yet, i still admire her attitude though she never give a damn.. may be that is the reason why i still prefer to lurk around eic classes rather than woeing girls at cafeteria. reliance energy has confirmed the slots, accenture has send t-shirts with thier logos. jobs are just pouring in. today while being sitting with frenz at baba's tea house( somewat sophisticated word to use), a thought came to my mind while looking at the boy serving the tea. i never consider myself to be a geeky guy, i'm a normal guy. such is the irony of fate, i'm studying in one of the premier institutes and that guy, who's just a 10 year old, who knows may be abetter engineer than me, but the disgusting truth is that everyone don't get the chance to study. its really mean on ur parts. wat i have planned is that i'll financially aid the poor ones from my school once i get on the job work. i knew many of my frenz, which were genious but can't pursue in non-medical. i stand no where with them but still i'm placed at a much better package. i feel low when think about those who deserve my place.
but don't worry, god will do the justice and i'll do watever i can do..bbyee..

mean minds at work

i must say i'm enjoying these days. whatever may be the conditions, watever dire may be the consequences, i rockk. today we had a quiz at 12 noon. i bunked a lecture at 8 to prepare for quiz. dumped out in getting ready. then again missed one from 11 to 12 noon. and believe me i attempted all the questions. i'm getting back on track..



coming back to lecture at noon, suddenly my eyes stuck upon that divine beauty whom i adoring for the last 3 years. yet, i still admire her attitude though she never give a damn.. may be that is the reason why i still prefer to lurk around eic classes rather than woeing girls at cafeteria. reliance energy has confirmed the slots, accenture has send t-shirts with thier logos. jobs are just pouring in. today while being sitting with frenz at baba's tea house( somewat sophisticated word to use), a thought came to my mind while looking at the boy serving the tea. i never consider myself to be a geeky guy, i'm a normal guy. such is the irony of fate, i'm studying in one of the premier institutes and that guy, who's just a 10 year old, who knows may be abetter engineer than me, but the disgusting truth is that everyone don't get the chance to study. its really mean on ur parts. wat i have planned is that i'll financially aid the poor ones from my school once i get on the job work. i knew many of my frenz, which were genious but can't pursue in non-medical. i stand no where with them but still i'm placed at a much better package. i feel low when think about those who deserve my place.
but don't worry, god will do the justice and i'll do watever i can do..bbyee..

drenched with tears in rains..

i was just getting off for tomorrow now, thinking over some beautiful old days i spent at home. i had done everything at home. now being in college, stappled with books, i hate it. i can't celebrate my bro's birthday with him.
i went to mandir, as its tuesday. coming back on two-wheelr with peter, we talked about so many things. it was raining and mercury has already dipped quite a bit. so feeling choked in wet drops of water, munching samosas, walking thru the girl's hostel lanes. indeed cool, talked about placements, girls( a bit obvious in guys talks). at noon, bha let me down while talking to her gf. actually somewat interested in her another close pal, he just wanted to know if her friend has a bf or not, and he used me for this purpose.. no probs man, thats wat for we r here. while coming back from the lab, i just got a glimpse of kika. i still wonder, whether it would have some better end or will it just die out with our last end sem exam. god, plz show me the way. u know, i'm never good at it. i just let the things happen as per they r fated. i don't really regret any wrong doing, coz dats how it was already scribbled in my fate. i wonder how shall i react if she met me after 3-4 years, in some mall alone.. need some help, by luck, i wud also be there. how nice it could be then. dats how i have spend my entire engg, hopefully rest may also be spend doing the same for the same girl. following the clash wid my batch girls, i totally avoid them for the whole day. i can't even think the way they were talking, bunch of idiots.

nooww, i'm really looking for our training slots in reliance energy. jaldi mail karo, i'm waiting. whole day just went past by, and me being a silent listener let it happen. totally wasting the time, killing it brutely. i dunno wat is missing, but something is missing in my life. i play bb, cricket, answer the tricky questions in class too, do some parties, has a very special bunch of frenz too. but something is missing, can't really figure out wat is it. its not abt any gf, i don't have time to share it wid my gf. its fine, pata nahi kya hai..

some unhurted egos.

with our flying preformances in the recent cricket matches, today we had a clash with mechanchies.. a group known for its coolness in everything. so, we with some doubts in our mind, bunked the lec of suman maam. won the toss, elected to bat first obviously in case there's some fight, we can leave the place only in batting.

got off to a flyer.. 7 overs 100 runs, we were gonna give them a stiff target of arnd 200 in 15 overs. but alas, failed in the death overs. made only 150 runs. no prob man, we can still bound them before 100. yes, we did it for just 80 runs. this electrical 2k4 batch really rockks.

leaving match in the blush, i want to talk abt somethng else too. hmm. abt what. yeah, got a glimpse of that pretty dream girl of mine, we were just leaving our lab, and she was doing some programming in her lab, jst next to ours. dressed in pink, took away all the blues of life. what can i ask for more than this. today is my sweet younger bro's birthday. i wish i could spend this moment with him, but can't. that's the agony of life. to make money, u need to sacrifice so much. u can't share such occasions wid ur family. i wish i could be at home, i can do a lot more for my bro. i know how to tackle the difficult concepts. i can help him out in studies too.. but noo, i shall not. my interests r the first priorities.. so rude, so mean of me.. but really can't help it. whollly shitt.. byee

drenched with tears in rains..

i was just getting off for tomorrow now, thinking over some beautiful old days i spent at home. i had done everything at home. now being in college, stappled with books, i hate it. i can't celebrate my bro's birthday with him.
i went to mandir, as its tuesday. coming back on two-wheelr with peter, we talked about so many things. it was raining and mercury has already dipped quite a bit. so feeling choked in wet drops of water, munching samosas, walking thru the girl's hostel lanes. indeed cool, talked about placements, girls( a bit obvious in guys talks). at noon, bha let me down while talking to her gf. actually somewat interested in her another close pal, he just wanted to know if her friend has a bf or not, and he used me for this purpose.. no probs man, thats wat for we r here. while coming back from the lab, i just got a glimpse of kika. i still wonder, whether it would have some better end or will it just die out with our last end sem exam. god, plz show me the way. u know, i'm never good at it. i just let the things happen as per they r fated. i don't really regret any wrong doing, coz dats how it was already scribbled in my fate. i wonder how shall i react if she met me after 3-4 years, in some mall alone.. need some help, by luck, i wud also be there. how nice it could be then. dats how i have spend my entire engg, hopefully rest may also be spend doing the same for the same girl. following the clash wid my batch girls, i totally avoid them for the whole day. i can't even think the way they were talking, bunch of idiots.

nooww, i'm really looking for our training slots in reliance energy. jaldi mail karo, i'm waiting. whole day just went past by, and me being a silent listener let it happen. totally wasting the time, killing it brutely. i dunno wat is missing, but something is missing in my life. i play bb, cricket, answer the tricky questions in class too, do some parties, has a very special bunch of frenz too. but something is missing, can't really figure out wat is it. its not abt any gf, i don't have time to share it wid my gf. its fine, pata nahi kya hai..

some unhurted egos.

with our flying preformances in the recent cricket matches, today we had a clash with mechanchies.. a group known for its coolness in everything. so, we with some doubts in our mind, bunked the lec of suman maam. won the toss, elected to bat first obviously in case there's some fight, we can leave the place only in batting.

got off to a flyer.. 7 overs 100 runs, we were gonna give them a stiff target of arnd 200 in 15 overs. but alas, failed in the death overs. made only 150 runs. no prob man, we can still bound them before 100. yes, we did it for just 80 runs. this electrical 2k4 batch really rockks.

leaving match in the blush, i want to talk abt somethng else too. hmm. abt what. yeah, got a glimpse of that pretty dream girl of mine, we were just leaving our lab, and she was doing some programming in her lab, jst next to ours. dressed in pink, took away all the blues of life. what can i ask for more than this. today is my sweet younger bro's birthday. i wish i could spend this moment with him, but can't. that's the agony of life. to make money, u need to sacrifice so much. u can't share such occasions wid ur family. i wish i could be at home, i can do a lot more for my bro. i know how to tackle the difficult concepts. i can help him out in studies too.. but noo, i shall not. my interests r the first priorities.. so rude, so mean of me.. but really can't help it. whollly shitt.. byee

tedious lives

ooohhh.. no more regrets from my life. it seems bold now. for the first time, i think i need to change myself. accompanying bha(ashish marwaha), we were riding through the happening roads in amritsar, lawrence road. for the time i thought there is yet too much to explore out in this adventurous world. still there was so much to be exposed. went out for the movie laaga chunri mein daag, though i was with bha, and he was on his first date with a gorgeous girl. i don't wanna disclose the name of that pretty girl. i had already gone thru the article upon this movie in newspaper. so i was pretty excited abt it, but later it all went in vain. first half really keep moving but second one is a dumb shell. it may appear diff frm the typical indian ones, but in the end again faceted by the cultural colours. yet, i like it coz i'm fan of typical indian movies.

yesterday was another rare day to attend. it was puri's sis marriage, so attended all the ceremonies till my energy died out there before going for sound sleep at sid's house. today, while coming back to college from home, i was feeling somewat low. dunno why?? i still prefer silent atmosphere rather than humming horns in amritsar city. i don't knwo how i'll settle it in noida. skyscrappers surrounding u frm all sides, for a cup of coffee u need to spend a hefty amount of money and time too. i'm really confused, how wud i cope up with such disgusting routine, but god has given me enough to face all these dejections. hoping for the same to happen in near future too, signing out.. byee..

tedious lives

ooohhh.. no more regrets from my life. it seems bold now. for the first time, i think i need to change myself. accompanying bha(ashish marwaha), we were riding through the happening roads in amritsar, lawrence road. for the time i thought there is yet too much to explore out in this adventurous world. still there was so much to be exposed. went out for the movie laaga chunri mein daag, though i was with bha, and he was on his first date with a gorgeous girl. i don't wanna disclose the name of that pretty girl. i had already gone thru the article upon this movie in newspaper. so i was pretty excited abt it, but later it all went in vain. first half really keep moving but second one is a dumb shell. it may appear diff frm the typical indian ones, but in the end again faceted by the cultural colours. yet, i like it coz i'm fan of typical indian movies.

yesterday was another rare day to attend. it was puri's sis marriage, so attended all the ceremonies till my energy died out there before going for sound sleep at sid's house. today, while coming back to college from home, i was feeling somewat low. dunno why?? i still prefer silent atmosphere rather than humming horns in amritsar city. i don't knwo how i'll settle it in noida. skyscrappers surrounding u frm all sides, for a cup of coffee u need to spend a hefty amount of money and time too. i'm really confused, how wud i cope up with such disgusting routine, but god has given me enough to face all these dejections. hoping for the same to happen in near future too, signing out.. byee..

most wierd party of my life

this day rather night has left such imprints which never gonna fade away. we left the college at arnd 6pm. i remain there in college even after classes listening to sweet enchants of girls in the jagi food point. readin editorials of hindu, some were really amazing to read out louder. i read about the wicked politics involved in election procedure to be held next year for president of us. barrack obama is really an influential personality in america. but i'm not gonna talk about it in such cool blog. white elephant was looking gorgeous, but i dunno why her pal was staring continously at me??.. the other gorgeous one, the one wid miss attitude too looks cool. i'm confused with whom to litter, so i'm free these days..

at the party, we enjoyed to the peak. everybody drunk, humming their tensions with their close buddies. dats how, watever u have got in ur heart, it comes out through ur tongue. u feel sorry to those whom u have hurt.. every thing in ur heart came out, dats the best part of the party. i invite every member of my batch with whom i have spent these most preciuos years of my life. then, on the way back to hostel, we got late by arnd 15 minutes. security gaurds got on to us, why ur late, put ur names on register. hold on guys, everybody on their backfoot. we decided not to enter the college. we went back on the hotel's way. spending arnd 20 minutes there, decided to enter the premises from crossing the rear wall of college. everybody jumped into that marshy area one by one, then crawling thru the ground till we reach some safe point. then, four guys left for hostel called us back to tell us the safe route. we started trekking, ooofffk, security gaurd is standing by the tree. we remain stuck on the wet muddy ground. but those bloody nuts remain there for next 20 minutes or so. we decided to gamble and creeping into the lights on ground, slowly moving towards hostel. and finally got into the hostel from the rear windows of restrooms. hurrraahh, it may not seem such a wreckout, believe me, u an imagine the truama of priosn break.. great deed done.. that is my batch electrical 4ee1.. byee..

most wierd party of my life

this day rather night has left such imprints which never gonna fade away. we left the college at arnd 6pm. i remain there in college even after classes listening to sweet enchants of girls in the jagi food point. readin editorials of hindu, some were really amazing to read out louder. i read about the wicked politics involved in election procedure to be held next year for president of us. barrack obama is really an influential personality in america. but i'm not gonna talk about it in such cool blog. white elephant was looking gorgeous, but i dunno why her pal was staring continously at me??.. the other gorgeous one, the one wid miss attitude too looks cool. i'm confused with whom to litter, so i'm free these days..

at the party, we enjoyed to the peak. everybody drunk, humming their tensions with their close buddies. dats how, watever u have got in ur heart, it comes out through ur tongue. u feel sorry to those whom u have hurt.. every thing in ur heart came out, dats the best part of the party. i invite every member of my batch with whom i have spent these most preciuos years of my life. then, on the way back to hostel, we got late by arnd 15 minutes. security gaurds got on to us, why ur late, put ur names on register. hold on guys, everybody on their backfoot. we decided not to enter the college. we went back on the hotel's way. spending arnd 20 minutes there, decided to enter the premises from crossing the rear wall of college. everybody jumped into that marshy area one by one, then crawling thru the ground till we reach some safe point. then, four guys left for hostel called us back to tell us the safe route. we started trekking, ooofffk, security gaurd is standing by the tree. we remain stuck on the wet muddy ground. but those bloody nuts remain there for next 20 minutes or so. we decided to gamble and creeping into the lights on ground, slowly moving towards hostel. and finally got into the hostel from the rear windows of restrooms. hurrraahh, it may not seem such a wreckout, believe me, u an imagine the truama of priosn break.. great deed done.. that is my batch electrical 4ee1.. byee..

intro plz

i thought why now introduce myself before starting up this drama. it will last long, i'm quite regular in watever i do. it may be in studying or in staring at some girl. quite regular, mind it.

i'm aseem rambani. currently in final year. electrical engineering, that is the best thing i have ever done in my life( taking up ee). placed in accenture and reliance energy.
rest u can surf over my orkut blog too, just type my name i.e aseem rambani, in search coloumn.
rest, u'll get reading my blogs, abt my weird thinking, still appreciable. bye.. i need to sleep early coz i go to basketball court early in the mornings.. byee..

killer looks

this is my first blog upon blogspot. seems nice. hope to continue with it.. all my past blogs r still under the scrutiny of msn.

life seems so still. attending classes all the day, listening those rusty concepts of power system, i am totally fed up.
so, tried my hands upon new lands. today, i organized the interview sessions for the visiting company fidelity. a great firm to work with. but no regrets, coz reliance can heal all such pains. yess, indeed.

so got some books from library to read upon for some net days to utilize my time. yeah, yaad aya. library. that gorgeous girl, she was there sitting at computer, staring with her geeky eyes at the guys arnd. she's indeed special to me. then while there in placement office, white elephant pass through there, gazing at me. it feels good to be inside the cilp office,as if being under the top college building discussing with fidelity ones.. yaar, watever u may abt her, believe me, though she has got some attitude, but she's has got even more clear state of heart.seems so pure from inside. rest life is so cool, tomorrow planning to throw party for my frenz for my placement. i think i need to make a new account on blogspot. i don't like the features of this space. indeed pathtic.. may be next time, i'll be writing upon my new blog space. byee.

aseem rambani, 10-10-07, 2310hrs.

intro plz

i thought why now introduce myself before starting up this drama. it will last long, i'm quite regular in watever i do. it may be in studying or in staring at some girl. quite regular, mind it.

i'm aseem rambani. currently in final year. electrical engineering, that is the best thing i have ever done in my life( taking up ee). placed in accenture and reliance energy.
rest u can surf over my orkut blog too, just type my name i.e aseem rambani, in search coloumn.
rest, u'll get reading my blogs, abt my weird thinking, still appreciable. bye.. i need to sleep early coz i go to basketball court early in the mornings.. byee..

killer looks

this is my first blog upon blogspot. seems nice. hope to continue with it.. all my past blogs r still under the scrutiny of msn.

life seems so still. attending classes all the day, listening those rusty concepts of power system, i am totally fed up.
so, tried my hands upon new lands. today, i organized the interview sessions for the visiting company fidelity. a great firm to work with. but no regrets, coz reliance can heal all such pains. yess, indeed.

so got some books from library to read upon for some net days to utilize my time. yeah, yaad aya. library. that gorgeous girl, she was there sitting at computer, staring with her geeky eyes at the guys arnd. she's indeed special to me. then while there in placement office, white elephant pass through there, gazing at me. it feels good to be inside the cilp office,as if being under the top college building discussing with fidelity ones.. yaar, watever u may abt her, believe me, though she has got some attitude, but she's has got even more clear state of heart.seems so pure from inside. rest life is so cool, tomorrow planning to throw party for my frenz for my placement. i think i need to make a new account on blogspot. i don't like the features of this space. indeed pathtic.. may be next time, i'll be writing upon my new blog space. byee.

aseem rambani, 10-10-07, 2310hrs.