Spring 2012

Waiting for the start of a new dawn. A new beginning, a new semester, some new courses, but i promise not to let down the expectations of few, not to deter by the obstacles, the zeal and vigor will never lessen. Probably experiencing these harsh winters for the last time, no more lonely walks in these woods and cravings to talk to a person in real. I had chatted with my room for hours, snow had danced in front of my eyes till they were tired watching it.

Time will change and will change for good. It always reminds me of a poem which Robert Frost wrote and i read it during my bachelors. The two lines touched my heart nothing less than any magical chord-

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and I-- -- I took the one less traveled by

And that has made all the difference..

But i never had an option to choose the one less traveled by. Some mightier and stronger can do so, but meant nothing for the ones with a mellow heart. Time never remains the same, it has changed. From those silent nights under the vast open sky to the hustle and bustle of a big city, the destiny has taken me to a point from where two roads diverge. And i'll take the one less traveled by and Shall it make all the difference.

leaving it forever..

yes man...my days are over in this era of graduation..i'm leaving thapar tomorrow early morning with a sense of pride in my heart. my graduation BE electrical has come to completion in a successful manner, a wish every guy has touching the footstep of thapar university.

taking some hopes in heart, some dreams to be fulfilled in the corporate world, would be bidding adieu to thapar forever. though i have got mixed feeling right now, but believe me that is the most arduous task to explain it now. i'm leaving for last dinner with my dear friends. may this enigma of bloggers will continue in reliance energy..

i thought why not to edit this same blog. dinner went great as expected, soon would be leaving my Alma mater forever. time would soon break into a dawn, its already 5.47am. i really can't gather the words to explain the feelings for my college. the day i entered, i still recall those autumn days fueled with monsoons. i had cherished every moment spent here in college. it may be my crush on kika which lasts till today even or may be my tired less struggle for a decent cgpa. i never give up the hopes, howsoever stiff might be the circumstances. though at the end of the graduation do regret some things which i wish i could have experienced before. it may be my being more extrovert, more jovial and much more demanding for my goals. though i admit there came the times when i gave up before the doom's day, yet prized it with even more efforts next time. i admire so many persons for their endless qualities, but never tried to flourish myself with those impeccable spirits of those gifted persons.
being at the verge of a new world to me, all i want is to stay rock-solid in my approach. d listen to others but act as per your heart instructs you to do. atleast there's no one left to be accused for my failure n neither for my conquered battles. i'll try to be more focused as before towards my goal, no one could be given the access to interrupt in my workings. i hold deep regards for so many persons. i will try to keep doing it keeping in mind that me too is framed unique by almighty. you may sense some feeling of ego, yups i do have. but i firmly hold upon my say, coz you can't sustain the intolerable mounting pressures these days without being tough. though i haven't come across such adversities, but i want to get prepared for the real battle of life starting from 7th january2008.
good luck aseem rambani...

electrical 2k4

1040403 ankit garg
1040406 ...............
1040409 harjot singh
1040411 himanshu singh
1040425 sandeep kumar
1040430 sonam negi
1040434 sunny rawat
1040436 varun verma
1040437 vijaypual singh
1040439 vikas chopra
1040441 vikram meena
1040442 abhay hora
1040444 ankit magan
1040445 arundeep sidhu

1040446 aseem rambani

1040447 ashish aggarwal
1040448 ashwani rawat
1040449 bhuvnesh sharma
1040450 deepti vij
1040451 diksheet ravesh
1040452 hardeep singh
1040455 jatinder singh
1040456 jayant gupta
1040457 manish bansal
1040458 meenu hans
1040459 munish singla
1040460 navjot singh
1040461 pawan naulakha
1040462 pritish kumar
1040463 rahul jain
1040464 ramandeep singh
1040465 shelly tuteja
1040466 shuchita gupta
1040467 sukhdeep brar
1040468 suneet sadana
1055401 bhupinder singh
1055402 chetan garg
1055403 gurpreet singh
1055404 rajnish kumar
1055405 amandeep rayat

this is the batch which had taught me everything of which i can really bragg of. i dedicate my this blog to my super-natural great batchmates, whom i owe a lot..

last fight against time..

though after spending the worst time in EA sports, im totally drained out by now.
totally packed schedule till 5.30pm yet all ended in a well when u came up as a winner at the dawn.
probably this is happening for the first time that i have pulled up a B grade from the jaws of C grade. really i appeciate my hardworkwhich i had put in when it was bady required...

oyeeeeee i got the confirmation of reliance energy. that ws the much sought after discussion which had everyone in coll turn topsy-turvy. finally i'll get the accomodation in noida. i wish it could have been somewhat closer.but i have changed the motto of mylife: accept the life the way it comes. i'm really happy unless others who r still crying being placed in noida. this world knows no limits of entanglement. you can get absorbed as much as you want in this deceptive world. this all evolves in your mind. it may be a crush fr someone or you may be a stereotype for someone else. all you equire is to think pragmatically.
with the rage of time, i would forget these golden moments. i really want to penn down all the names of my batchmates. so fr what am i waiting..lets get it started:

i shan't get knocked down so soon...

heyy, though i was not much sure that i could be able to bugg up one more blog in this sme premises..but i have got another chance.had just got free after giving the exam of HIGH VOLTAGE ENGINEERING. well, it just came in the same pattern as was expected.
it was somewhere rendering in my mind, may be kika could make up in the same examination hall n i ws proved right soon after i checked the sitting list. aahh she ws mere two benches away. koi naa, i could spend my entire life looking at her from that place.

regarding exam,yup it went splendidly good. i'm rather more pumped up about my training. these days are just getting past without much effort. all day went pass studying, dreaming about future. imagining all the beautiful thins that can happen to me, praying god not to make me face the cruel side. nevertheless i'm already facing the crude side of money. its never easy to make bucks. though it may look easier as i was doing days before. i could spend lavishly in delhi with the money i'm gonna get during my internship at reliance energy. all my plans are grounded, they are just paying for my accommodation and food for these six months. then, yesterday i read a dialect with adnan sami in times. i have always been a regular listener to his melodious tunes.

ACCEPT THE LIFE AS IT COMES !!!
it really helped me a lot to get out of thinking about my already cracked plans. now the penultimate barrier of my graduation is on wednesday. i really don't know how life gonna make fun of me in the near future. here in college, i had friends to guard me from all the adverse times. now being in the centre of hustle-bustle of big city delhi, how i'm gonna cop up. how i'm gonna set my range in the reliance energy. koi naa, have learnt so much in these 20 kiddish years. have seen many levelling up from the deep down to the mountaineering heights.
i think it is rightly said, no one can harm you without your consent. same goes for me too.come on future, i had make u past so many times before too, one more time...wat say..??

ever lasting blog @ thapar...

may be this is my last blog i'm writing sitting in the library of thapar university.
may be enjoying this uninterrupted wireless network for the last time.
may be reaching out to my friends for the last time..

i don't know where wud i be penning down my next blog. may be at some nostalgic computer lab of reliance energy.
everything seems to gonna end now. these times are really low. yesterday i got the mail from reliance energy regarding my internship there. the will be providing me accommodation and food for free in new Delhi...hmmm well i was expecting a bit more( some cash obviously). koi naa, it will keep going like this only. you never get what u want, coz then you went be striding hard for your goals, you can't survive in this competitive world.

i got the much anticipated answer sheets of INTELLIGENT ALGORITHMS IN POWER SYS. fairly enough got the B grade. i never expected more than that. only3 lucky ones outta 40 can get an A grade.i was never close to it. well, i'm dreaming more about the coming times. i dunno why, yet there's some scared feelings deep down in my heart regarding my uncertain future. though i know where i would be sipping the coffee after 2 years, yet obnoxious thoughts are hovering around me. more likely to be asked, hows my exams going. well, after exiting the exam hall i'm pretty sure about one more B grade in OPERATION AND CONTROL OF POWER SYSTEMS. this maverick ind of mine is always thrilled by the muffled thoughts of working in power systems. rest time gonna tell how much i succeeded in my approach for my endless limitless goals..bbyeeeeeeeeeee....

a grading rebellion....

took the first leap out of thapar.
instant i entered the examination hall, the feeling hovering around my mind were just so unlikely different. i can still vividly recall all those timid feelings, ruffled up with the dilemmas about the grades. would i be able to maintain the decent grades A or B in the course. damn it, what i feel every time i got a grade less than what i always expected.
lingering around A grade ended up with B grade. thats what hurts the most. still, now i'm quite used to such shockers, every time prepared for the worst, yet delivering my best shot.

i have seen so many up-downs with this bullish grading sys. the worst i ever faced was the sword of digital electronics. after putting my tiring efforts everytime, i end up getting that shamely C grade. that was probably the only course, i worked so hard to grab the grade, just coz to impress the kika. well i suppose i got my fair after getting top-notch scores in first two mid sem tests. rest have been let down so many times, this grading sys really sucks. still, this is what i have enjoyed for the last four years.
may be it was my first A grade in microprocessors, or wateva, nothing could bring a more wattage smile on my face than fetching an A grade. thats why still i have maintained a quite decent cgpa 7.55 which would certainly be kissing 7.8 by the end of electrical degree..

went out for dinner with ankit magan, the pal always carrying me with his jovial attitude. certainly, whatever people may say, all u require is good attitude which he has got plenty of. nothing else matters. in these four years my attitude has flipped though 18 degrees. i used to do everything in the course, never mattered how much i know about each topic. now i have become much choosy.
the funda i follow now is:
every thing about something is better than something about everything..
cool hai bhai.....bbyeeeeee..

last sleepless nights..

sunne painde bi yaaran de,
lamiyan honiyan ne eh waata.
pajhar wang din langne ne te
bejan hongian ne eh raatan.
vekh photo aapne yaaran di,
dil jeha bha aauga.
dil kiven udon fir sambalange
jad ohdi tasveer agge aavegi.
sama jeha fir ruk javega,
jad karangeohdi tasveer naal bataan.
saun rabb di
mar mar zindagi jeevange,
jad naa milian thapar diyan eh daatan..

these are probably what every final year guy who would be parted from this heaven called college after 10 more days. i cannot explain the feelings running through my mind. make hay while the u remain in college. some foolish person has rightly said, u realize the importance only when u lose something. perfectly true.
exams are starting from monday, oops that is tomorrow. so close, i had just started this semester, with a plan to enjoy the every bit of it. it lasted so short.
last night while i was going to library probably for the last time, all the old times started flashing across my mind. reminding me of the times, spent endless hours in library, ruffling up thousands of books. i can't even imagine the times, when have to convince myself with the only thoughts of kika. it really seems so emotional, when can't share my feelings with my dearest frenz. all those days of endless talks about every stuff, those can't be spun back.

hmmmm, thoughts are many but words are few to explain those. thats all i can say. yet my blogs are piling up uncounted, passing unnoticed. koi naa, some day i will achieve this too...
byeeeeeeeee..

terrified moments, yet came conquered..

the wonderful days are few, but still i want to cherish the every bit of it. n i am doing it perfectly.
while i was busy planning in my mind about my near future, walking along the deserted road to our campus, it was sort of drizzling out there, but i confronting it, eloped in my deep thoughts kept walking. today was my last scheduled day of my degree. even this sentence says so much about all its hidden fascinations attached to it. i really got fascinated thinking about the future as well as the spent past. both seems to be equally memorable for me.

i have my last end semester exams starting from monday. for the first time, i'm not scared of exams, rather those die-hard feelings are gone. those days were really hectic, nothing literally, just study, study and.... i could never think of more helluva thoughts than being under the scrutiny of end sem exams. those three hours always passed away with a tick of second. i just started writing on my answer sheet n here rung the siren. time's over, plz get up and hand over the sheets to invigilator.
ufff, such was the panic among us, that can never be explained over such a blog or rather i'm not so good in expressing those petrified moments.

ALL I CAN SAY, THAT BEING A PART OF MY GRADUATION, I WOULD CERTAINLY MISS THEM LIKE EVERY OTHER MOMENT THAT HAD TAUGHT ME THE REAL LESSONS OF LIFE.....

DEDICATED TO T.U...

hmmmmm, i'm feeling low... really don't know why so, still could explain the mixed feelings evolving in my heart for my batch.

THE DAY I ENTERED THIS INSTITUTE. IT WAS AROUND MID AUGUST, for the first time i got to see such huge buildings. flocks of persons rendering as if looking for something very special for their even precious kids. (yup, we were kids at that time). i never bothered what would i do, if i didn't make it to thapar. i am really grateful to god, need not to say for all what he has given me. my first day in thapar, i can still vividly recall that early tuesday misty morning. god, i really want to cry out loud for all those precious moments i have spent in thapar. dats the perfect replication of my feelings.

I REALLY WANT TO CRY OUT LOUD.. WANT TO THANK EACH N EVERY PERSON WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME THROUGH THESE FOUR YEARS. I WANT TO VALUE THE PERSONS, TO EVERY BIT OF MONSOONS I HAVE SPENT IN COLLEGE, TO EVERY BIT OF SCORCHING HEAT THAT MADE ME TOUGH TO FACE THE BITTER TRUTHS OF LIFE, TO EVERY FOGGY WINTER EVENING WHICH EXPLAINED ME THE RISE OF DAWN AFTER THE DUSK, I WANT TO THANK EVERY BIT OF THIS UNIVERSE WHO HAD SEEN ME RENOVATING INTO A MATURE GUY, TO MY EVERY PAL WHO ALWAYS STOOD BY ME WATSOEVER MAY BE THE CIRCUMSTANCES. I OWE A LOT TO THIS COLLEGE TOO...

i really want to tell my frenz, how much precious they r for me. how much i value them, how much i respect them, how much i admire them for ignoring all my shortcomings and accepting me the way i am. i place my profs above the almighty who had spent enormous hours explaining me the every bit of concept so that my mellow soul could survive the irony of this world. i really want to cherish every that moment, but time never stops for anyone. no one can hold on to the reins of time machine, thats the universal truth which no can ever defy.
this life will always keep running frantically for souldering the responsibilities, but i would never allow the time to fade away these moments from my memory...

endless eroded thoughts..

being never so expressive in my thoughts, always evasive in my feelings, this time i badly require a change.. STOP !!!

a gurll sitting beside me followed by two other guys holding the consecutive seats. everyone of us, facing that damn face, which i wish could never ever have to glance at again in my life. this was me, under the scrutiny of my teacher taking our viva of OPERATION AND CONTROL OF POWER SYSTEMS. after giving a decent shot in the programming test, i was pretty confident about the viva too. so, started off with me. never mind, i was probably the guy, who could have explained the things in the most lucrative manner. certainly, my grades speak for itself. though i'm don't really believe in such bullish comparisons, but u need to be calm under such situations, hence these facts help me a lot to get relief. i explained it as per the expectations riding on my shoulder. then , came some pretty bore questions, abt the security of systems. damn, could anyone dare to ask that prof, is it a bloody viva u r taking.??? wholly fish.. i speak calmly, no, i don't know, dats it. n i repeat it for three questions.. well, before leaving it was pretty well settled in my mind, that i'm not gonna score much in lab marks this time. heyyy, i saw the marks list, got 5 outta 6 in viva.. huh, good yaar. hmmmm, rather i think its time to think abt the prof differently...
hai ke nahi..???

being a pragmatic never solve ur issues, unless mingled with a proper content of optimism. after doing the gym, all those stiffer muscles have made it even more tough to the things, went out for dinner. always feels good, but not really always unless u r paying the bill. same was the case this time too. koi naa..tomorrow, hmmmm, have two quizzes and one lab performance. seems to be helluva time, nooo, i'm still enjoying this time, which would just become the reminiscences of the brightest times of my life, engraved in the core of my heart.

about the G*, feeling a mess in my mind. what's been happening, could anyone explain it plz. all seems to be so hapless, i could never imagine such bitter imaginations coming true into my life. well, it will teach me the most profound values, one should learn, to survive the chaos of relationships. yep man yep, very true. this pretty well defines me the blurred image of arundeep singh sidhu, an intelligent guy, person so true to his heart. at around 2230hours, heading back to our hostels, a flock of cars which were around 30, went passed. every car bathed out with the falshy red lights at the top of each. may be that was the CM, he resides in patiala. what an agony, the protagnist of the state can't enjoy the pricess luxuries. can't roam about freely, everytime a sword of thretens hanging near his neck. such a helpless life, i'm lucky to be a normal guy, can do every normal bit without the slightest tinge of uneasiness. yep man yep, i'm really lucky.. i'm aseem rambani too...

gurpurab diya vadayian...

my heart went into deep slumber last night. thinking abt the failures of my life, it seems so miserable. again patched up, spirits high..

WISHING U ALL A VERY PROSPEROUS GURPUrab..
LAKH LAKH KHUSHIAN PAATSHAHIYAN
JE STAGURU NADR KARE !!

me along with two more, himanshu and vikram went to the gurudwara dukhniwaran sahib. it feels so good under the shade of god, u forget all the miseries of life. fully packed with so many pilgrims, we took langar too. though i'm pretty used to such things being brought up in amritsar, it ws new for him and vikram to get out without taking karah. then, back on the way to coll, hired an auto, took snaps of cars over taking our auto. its felt weird, but these r the moments which we wud cherish once fate part us from each other.

the day, we entered the premises of thapar institute of engg and technology( now, thapar university), never knew these four years gonna change me upside down. used to be an introvert, studious guy. but it has taught me so many things. why not took u through my college in the next blog. yups, right..
bbyeee

I'VE GOT A MAIL.. :)

a clash occurred. though i had a feeling before the match to be interrupted with some heated arguments. we had two quizzes, 24 marks at stake, though i prepared for it last night, but not so effluent in my concepts. maam postponed it to next thursday, well, we r always ready to do such things, meanwhile throwing us out in the cricket field for the last time.

YUPS, ELECTRICAL GUYS OUT FOR THE LAST MATCH PURSUING THE FEAT RUNNING FOR THE LAST FOUR ROUNDS OF MURKY SUMMERS ND DARK WINTERS.. FEELING ENCHANTED, HEART BOUNDED WITH BUNDLES OF JOYS, STILL THOSE REMINISCENCES OF OLD CLASHES CAME OUT AFRESH. I COULD STILL FEEL THAT SMELL OF FIELD MINGLED WITH THOSE DROPLETS OF SWEAT. ALWAYS SHOUTING, PASSING LUDE COMMENTS OVER THE BATTING, RUNNING, BOWLING EVERYTHINGG.. IF U R STILL SNEAKING OUT FOR THE RESULTS, MY TEAM LOST THAT MATCH. BUT I WON'T MIND LOSING MILLIONS OF SUCH MATCHES, UNLESS THE OPPOSITION R MY FRENZ. ONE SONG CAME BEATING INTO MY HEART ,"SUMMER OF 69". I'M SURE EVEN THOSE SUMMERS COULD HAVE BEEN PRETTIER THAN THESE. CARRYING THAT ACHED BODY, WENT TO THE COLLEGE TO GATHER THOSE FEELINGS WITH CUTIE FACES. THOUGH NOT REALLY MEANT FOR ME, NOR I REALY BOTHERED ABT EVERYONE IN THESE FOUR YEARS.
YET IF ANY OTHER STONES UNTURNED, THOSE WERE DONE NOT SO CONSPICUOUSLY BY THE GIRLS OF MY BATCH.

I HAD SO MANY GRUDGES HELD IN MY HEART, THOUGH NEVER CAME OUT COZ OF MY INEXPRESSIVE ATTITUDE. I NEVER REGRET FOR ALL I HAD DONE IN THESE YEARS, THAT WAS ME, MY REAL SELF.

THESE DAYS, NOT REALLY INTO ANY KINDA DILEMMAS. LIFE GOING SMOOTHER THAN NEVER BEFORE. SIMPLY DOING DAY-DREAMING, FEELING AS IF MY ALL DREAMS R COMING TRUE R JST ON THE VERGE OF BEING FULL-FILLED. NEVER COULD BE MY LONGING HAVE BEEN MORE EAGER AS NOW FOR INCOMING MAILS. KEEP THINKING THE WHOLE DAY FOR THE MAIL, WHEN IT WOULD COME WAVING HII TO ME. I TRY TO BE GENUINE, THOUGH I AM NOT SO. EDIT IT MILLIONS OF TIME, BEFORE SENDING TO A VERY SPECIAL KIAN. OOOOHH, I JST SAW THE MOVIE "U GOT A MAIL", TOM HANKS LOOKING NEVER SO INNOCENT. BUT I'M PRETTY SURE MY GIRL LOOKS MORE GORGEOUS THAN MEG RYAN. YUPS, ONE MORE MAIL, LIKELY UNDER THE SAME SHADE OF LIFE ( BOTH SHARES THE ABILITY TO CHANGE THE COARSE OF MY LIFE), THAT IS FROM RELIANCE ENERGY. STILL WAITIN FOR THE CONFORMATION LETTER.

ITS GETTING VERY LENGTHY, THOUGH I WROTE IT DOWN FROM THE PEN OF MY HEART TONIGHT. REALLY, FEELING SO NICE.. PTA NAHI KYUN, KEEP GUESSING, LEMME CHECK THE INMAIL FOLDER...
i've got a mail.... yippeee...

expectin the unexpected things..

yesterday feeling so sleepy at arnd 1am, still all the course unread for the morning's performance of electric utilization drives..
naa who cares, went straight to sleep. got up next day, without even brushing teeth, sat for the studies.. did somwat, brush up the main concepts. performance ws at 1pm. had an ample time before, but have to attend all the lectures too for the heck of attendence. so, without preparing much, getting ready to face the whirlpool of questions of trekky machines..

oh damn it, my turn came up with the most intelligent guys, koi naa dis one ws my favourite course, still whispering for good luck, i took my seat. here comes the first one, for varun, the topper.. wat is regenerative braking.. i ws jst wishing, kaash sir would have asked me.. varun gave the answer, came out with almost correct concepts. nooooo, u r wrong. i ws still staring at the specs, sir was wearing at his nose. aseem will tell, i started speaking out bla bla.. still not content, asked the other guys, no views..
'aseem, though varun was not correct, i wsn't expectin the same from u too".. oh god, where do i stand in front of varun, he's the expert in machines, simply no argument over it.. i keep luaghing inside, came with some more answers.. "wats the basic classification of loads".. no one was able to answer it, i popped up without any second thought..sir i know, its active and passive loads. correct, explain it.. oops, i forget it..

K U CAN LEAVE.. THANKS. SO NOT AT ALL BAD, MAN.. GOOD, I CAME OUT HAPPILY. OTHERS STANDING GRIPPED WITH FEELINGS OF TERROR, KYA POOCHA, KYA POOCHA.. but those foolish chaps don't know once asked the problem is never asked back by mr. chauhaan.. i have two more tomorrow..

pta nahi kya sochte hoge mere bare mein,
i've the purest thoughts for u, though can't be explained over this emotionless blog..
byeee...

a small step, a leap for mankind..

I KEEP DRIVING LATE INTO THE NIGHT..
ITS A LATE GOOD BYE,
ITS A LATE GOOD BYEEEEEE..

i downloaded it from youtube. i had a quiz today, energy auditing and management. went well, though some of my guesses clicked. i prepared hard for it, so results were fruitfull too.

i ws enjoying my coffee after coming back from mandir( its tuesday naa).. came into the sight a guy with torn pieces of clothes wrapping it around his clumpsy flesh. though seem to be a very amicable lad, i had a conversed with him before too. now, a question evolved into my mind. why can't i help out this poor guy..?? i have been gifted with all those matirialistic means required to fulfill my desires. though have even more than that.
my mind was haunted by suh thoughts of poverty, at every sight in this country INDIA. when wud i be capable of lend a helping hand to this miserable catastrophe in this country. really, such scenes moved earth down under my feet. my job won't gimme a bit of satisfaction unless poor chaps r lingering around in my locality. i have resolved a solution for it. i have to take up the step now, time is never ripe unless u r prepared for it. i'm prepared, my soul is prepared,

TO ME THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE IS CONSPIRING ME TO FLUSH OUT THIS ADVERSITY FROM OUR LIVES..

back to the maddin crowd..

though i'm not really in my senses.. i used to be a month ago or before. yups, always lost in my bookish world, readin power system books, gazing through different articles in newspapers. flirting for sometime upon orkut, smacking these 3-4 odd rusty fingers upon the keypad. thats it..

but then came upon the evolution. days were passed looking into a screen, all windows to the world were wide shut. no more light of books, newspapers, those rib-tickling talks could ever enter my room. always conserved, pre-occupied with my own dilemmas.
riding high upon some CLIFF, looking deep down into the gorge of these relationships. i was wandering up above, breaking all those shackles. i jst love those days,
which i wish COULD LAST FOREVER.
but destiny is predestined. back to the basics, same old stuff of books, old bunch of frenz, again passing and getting lost into this mad world. may be coz i don't really adapt in this ever changing world. plz give me sometime G, i'll try..
byeeee...

BHARAT: a nation i owe a lot.

a blog devoted for the largest democracy of this bullish world, INDIA..
the name itself fill u up with a sense of rich heritage.. i really dunno why people keep brushing aside the fact,
I AM A TYPICAL INDIAN GUY..

so how it sounds.. i believe in superstitions, never open up a talk with a guy before knowing whether he belongs to my caste or not..
wholly shit.. damn it..

TO ME, AN INDIAN IS ONE WHO'S MIND CAN'T BE SHACKLED UNDER LIMITS, HIS LABOURIOUS HARD WORK KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES. yet, one do place his family's interest before his/her own.
i do feel proud to say i'm an indian. i owe a lot to my country. given me everything i can wish to survive, yet masses are overturned by the glittering life of abroad.
come to ur sense, it jst sounds flashing. its a hollow shell from inside. i never wish to land up where one can't respect my nationality. i can't savour all my hard-work for such a land. i'm happy getting 7pacs per annum, rather than sending double this amount every month back home to my country..
ur country doesn't need ur money, it require u to help her out of adversity. our country faces sever shortage of oil products. IOCL is supplying the petrol at the consumer end at half the price what it pay abroad. driving the burden of 10 billion persons, can't hike the prices. yet incurring all the losses. oh god, show us the torch to lead our country out of all these problems..

i would rather love to inspire only a single being through my blog, rather than publishing 10 comments abt my random routine of life..

maam gone mad..

AANKHON MEIN TERI AJAB SI AJAB SI ADAYEN HAIN,
DIL KO BANADE JO PATANG SANSEN JO TERI HAWAIEN HAIN..

it is a melodious song, currently running upon window media player.. i jst love it unabashedly..
I'M LOVIN IT !!
thats probably what i wud say about my drive of life. yesterday got bumped at gurudwara fr the whole night, went asleep at7am in morning. magan called up at arnd 9.30 shouting" maam has gone mad." she left everyone puzzled giving us a program to run in 3 hours which ws to be followed by lab-viva..
me groaning half asleep, put on slippers. went directly to the lab.. uff, what a catastrophe.. no problem man, i did it in arnd 45 min, singing songs.. so, still carrying the same flamboyish mind. it keeps u moving. later in evening, went for the gym. damn it, still feeling the cramps under the muscles, they do hurt painfully. koi naa, did three sets for both biceps and shoulders. after rigrous session which lasted around half an hour, i could vividly felt the bulging muscles.
on the way to baba's hut, confronted te austere beauty. though i wasn't feeling so sceptic at moment, yet shared a glance with her.. as always, kya kahoon. too good..

but deep in my heart, for the last few days, feeling some kinda dilemma. something or another kept me busy throughout the day, yet i always end up complaining to god. phir wahi, kuch toh missing hai. i still can't figure out what is it. i have loads f assignments to submit in the upcoming week. no probs, doing it for the last 3 years. will do it once more.

ajab si ajab si adayen hain... loving it..

highest marks with a minow heart..

huuuuuhhhhhh.. i'm finally back to college. u know, first thing i realized being in college ws that i really missed my college these vacations. before that, i ws so temptous about going back home. well well, its all about being a human being. n i love such feeling came pouring inside my heart. it keeps u moving steadily in ur life.
MAIN APNE DILL KI SUNTA HUN...

about my life, still glittering like moon. there's so much incidents to share, unravelling the entangles of my life. it may be about the stunning looks of girls, spine-chilling stories of boston dayz.. i read some novels during these dayz, one was about a girl leading her way right to the downtown boston from the bengal, shackled with rich virtues of indian mythology. indeed a very script..

aur,...?? hmm. i got answer sheets, got highest in one. power quality monitoring.. whackk, i never want to have one in such a course, i tried hard in electrical drives, alas, still got very decent marks. ur nerve-wrecking mind puzzles never go in vain. THE BEST TIME, IF I GIVEN A CHANCE TO DESCRIBE, WOULD BE THE ONE WHEN ONCE PROF. BHIMBRA TOLD ME THAT I'VE GOT HIGHEST IN DC MACHINES..

nothing can ever match that moment in my life..

i got so many mails for deepavali, it really feels nice if someone gets time for u to send u the mails. it never matters if that mail is sent to hundreds simultaneously. even me too, send hundred of such mails, but i do wish harmony for everyone.

oh yeeeeehh, i met a girl in train.. naa, not like jab we met. going back to home, she, without even a single wink, starring at me.. ashish told me this when i got down at amritsar. aah, damn it. i ws busy going through the article in magazine, or rather lost in my world as usual. she asked for newspaper, i passed it without giving a simple smile. same way, took it back. she replied thanks, nd mee, just nodded. nothing else, so arrogant of me. buts dats hw i behave when really need to express in a better manner. its not the first time, i still believe its better to remain happy alone rather than always trying to make ur gf happier. kyun???? byeeeeeeee..

shubh deepavali...

nd finally back from the party. it ws great..

yet i want to continue my talk over the previous discussion. hmmmmm, yup, abt those ambarsari days. relentless walks on those fields, t-shirts drenched with sweat, but not the spirits. playing whole day in mercury soaring high to 47degrees. under scorching sun, spirits never die out. these days, what i feel i don't even carry a cent of that spirit. a spirit to show this world my armoured heart, to conquer the world. i'm not living, just existing for the sake of surviving in this world. koi naa, going home will be back with a new zeal and viguored spirit.

yet, days passing by. to me, the greatest pleasure came when somebody comment upon my blog.. ooffff, i just love it.. till now, my all whole-hearted thanks goes to arecca. all these comments r penned down by the same person. she's great. may be either she's helping out a sympathetic guy or may be she's really too impressed with me.if one can just went upon all ur blogs(and deliver some comments too) with just a kind request, i need not to exagerrate her nature. just a beautiful though clicked my mind:

U NEED NOT TO DESCRIBE UR RELATIONS TO ANYONE
RIVALS WOULD NEVER RELY UPON IT
FRIENDS DO NOT REQUIRE IT..

indeed gorgeous one.. arecca, same goes for u too. i need not to explain it for u. i never read the newspaper articles with such a zest as the comments over my blog.. afterall a person is after is a person.. what say..??? rest so many visitors r there. two from US, one from mumbai, one from spain and london, though i have never been to these countries, yet still thanks to u too all..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL OF YOU. i really wish god will take away all ur pains from this world. O'LORD MAY ALL LIVE IN PEACE.. AMEN...